January ♥
1/1/2010
Dad drove us to Gurney just to get ONE miserable story book I've been looking for since I saw it when I went out with Hazel in December. I got it and was happy.
Tennyson by Lesley M.M Blume.
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School reopened on the 4th of January......
Everything seemed the same. But I knew it wasn't. The boy who calls me his best friend wasn't in the same class with me anymore... And I kept looking...well... staring blankly at where he used to sit... Actually missing the times we spent together in 2009. 4S1. I miss the times when someone would randomly run their fingers through my hair,slowly tangling them, I would smack whoever did that to me. But when it was his, my frown slowly turned into a smile =)
7/1/2010
Went to Eileen's place, hung out there for the whole afternoon until she was ready to push off to the airport in the evening...
Felt so empty when I left her place. A real bucket of joy that girl =D
Will miss her LOADS.
8/1/2010 He,asked my number from me as he lost his phone last December. He, called me the apple of his eye. But most importantly.. He, made a big difference this day.
9/1/2010 ♥
I don't remember much about this day.. Because all I know is that...
I started something new for the both of us.
I accepted him as MBF. He wasn't my best friend anymore.. instead he was my boyfriend.
24/1/2010
Went to the library with him. ^^
Pretty cool hanging out with him.
Went through the shelves and saw a book about dreams and how they can be interpreted. It was interesting.
Trying to be optimistic... I leave out every single thing that had pained or hurt me.
I'd rather live and feed on the beautiful memories rather than slowly dying from the agony I get every time I think of bad,bad things.
