Not bad, 2nd post for the day.

Last blog as a 16 year-old.

Turning 17 tomorrow.
Mid-year exam starting tomorrow.
Obviously, I can't study.
Can't really be bothered. I'd rather blog to ease my mind

I could have accepted the many offers to throw me a "Turning 17 birthday BASH"  but I turned them down.
Why the hell did I do that?
Easy. I promised a certain someone I won't party,drink,hang out with the Whites.
When did I start to listen to someone?  I have no idea.


I could be by the beach, drinking Magarita while having someone barbeque for me.
haix. so retarded.


I still remember a year ago... Mom and Dad brought me to Tao to celebrate my bday.
I looked back. and I realised...    I haven't had anyone celebrate my bday with me, except my parents.
This year could have been an exception. But I declined.
Now, talking to myself, writing a blog, bored and warm( the weather kills).
I feel alone.
Like I'm oblivious to the world.
to him.


Sometimes......even someone as strong....as me. Can falter..
I feel like "the darling buds of May" from Sonnet 18.
Only temporary, only for show.


Sick and tired of waiting.
He went...just like that, without even telling me.
Just great. How thoughtful of him.





*Hazel just posted a video on my Facebook profile.... well... All I can say that is....  I look seriously ugly when I cry ='(   T_T
haix..   Loves you.






Will be welcoming 17... soon.
Cheers.
I hope I'll be ok <3
All the best to everyone x